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I'm so happy that all my exams are done and that everything is practically over. I was sad about it at first but now I'm just looking forward to college and more importantly, the summer! I've been out in the sun for the last three days and I'm honestly knackered, I can't keep my eyes open just now. I'm getting a gradual tan thank god! Today I did some jobs for Sarah's gran for a bottle of vodka which was alright then went down the beach and had a wee sunbathe, it was good. I love living so close to the beach it's amazing. Tomorrow I'm getting up really early and we're going to go catch the rays. Me and Sarah are determined to get a tan, and she is also going away to Bulgaria which is clearly cheating but I'll jsut make sure I'm down the beach everyday haha. I have to do some criticals tonight for Art and then that is it over with forever and I'm so happy. Since school ended, Sarah and I have been getting so much closer it's insane, I haven't went a day without seeing her since last Sunday which is crazy! It's nice though, I'm glad. I really need to write in this more. gaah.

- XBAIX -

zombiezombie

Hiya massive time gap between this blog and the last one, but to be fair nothing much has really happened other than me leaving school. Yeah, it was a really good day and I enjoyed it a lot. I was welling up with people speeches they made in school but never cried. Then that night everyone was going down the beach to celebrate and get very drunk "Last Hoorah" - lulz. And I cried there. It was an amazing way to end things and I couldn't have asked for a better "goodbye". It wasn't actually a goodbye becasue tonight and last night there are and were 18th's. I was sober last night because I wasn't actually planning on going until I got urgent texts telling me to get here and so I went. I walked home which to be brutally honest was better thatn the party but I was very sober and I'm shy so obviously put me is a crap position. Tonight though I plan on getting too drunk for words and being an absolute scene. I'm getting a 70cl of vodka in a minute after my dinner and then heading up to my friends house where a bunch of us are meeting to drink lots before we go out. I'm looking forward to it. I have four months of doing absolutely nothing now which I am very pleased with but I'll need to get a job so I can start funding myself instead of leaning on my mum for everything. That's all really. Dinnertime!

- xo -

you're a zero

Yes, it has been a while and yes I apologise. I'm not giving up on the blog I've just had other things to do and I've also been a bit too lazy to bother writing anything the merits a read. Here we go then!

This last week I've barely been at school because on Monday I had my college interview for Telford and.. I GOT IN! I'm so excited. I'm doing and HNC in photography and it was souly your portfolio alone and she offered me a place within the first two minutes of my interview! I'm really pleased. I still have to apply for bursary and things and I'll do that next week because this morning I got the form sent in the post. I went and met one of my friends I hadn't seen in around a month and had a good time. I was in school on Tuesday and Wednesday but on the Wednesday night I had my prom. Our school is strange because prom isn't the massive deal with everyone dressing up really fancy and renting / buying amazing clothes to go in. For some reason our school calls that "Leavers" and prom is just a big party in our school which is themed on what we choose. Ours was themed Hollywood and Vegas and it was pretty amazing. I took the photo above before going to prom. I had put semi-perminant pink in my hair because I felt like it, but it has mostly washed out now. Anyway, I ended up getting very drunk and then went out after to a few clubs but me and my mate got chucked out because we broke a glass. Ugh. I wasn't in school the next day because I decided to stay at someone else's house and woke up at 10am and thought 'fuck it!'

That night I started feeling really ill and so I wasn't in on Friday either but gradually felt better throughout the day and at night I was well enough to go for a family meal for my dad's birthday which was really nice. I haven't seen my niece in ages and she's is so grown up! It was quite unreal. 

On the monday night I also got some infornmation that shook me up a bit and I'm still not entirely sure what to do about it. My friend from Bristol, Gemma that I'm staying with in summer told me that on the first week I come down her parents have booked a holiday for the whole family to go on for a week. This means if I were to go down I would essentially be homeless. I have no other plans to stay with people and so I have no idea what to do. If anyone can come up with some suggestions that I'm all ears. 

- xo -