fix up, look sharp

I really need to knuckle down at school and college, and also at getting a job because the way things are going for me, I'm going to be in a gutter by the time I'm 20 haa. I'm going to apply for college tonight and hopefully get in if the course isn't full like it probably is cause I've left it late. I'm an idiot. I really want to go and do professional photography, it's an HND course and it's 2 years and it'll get me into my second year at uni so I'm really hoping I get accepted. I just need to build a portfolio, which I'm hoping to start this weekend and I could maybe chuck in a couple of photos of myself under 'self portraits' lmao.

So I've been dropped from English so I can concentrate more on my Media course and I'll hopefully pass it if I put in more effort and revise a lot more. I'm going to have to do a lot more for Art as well cause my exam is in 2 weeks and it'll be the final piece for this unit and I'm so nervous for it!

I'm going to print out my CV for the weekend as well and go and hand out a load of CVs to places and hopefully get some interviews because last time I handed out loads I didn;t realise my birthdate said I was fifty-six haha, and no wonder I didn't get any interviews. It's so annoying right now with the credit crunch and everything, literally nowhere is hiring people, mostly fireing so I'm a but fucked for that to be honest. It won't stop me from trying though. I'm going to try everywhere, I honestly need this so much.

My mate is coming round later for a wee visit so that'll give me a break from my work for a little bit. I have a story to tell you about last night but I'll write it in anoher post, I like keeping them to just one topic, or at least tring to!

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