Sunday, 25 October 2009

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I don't have a picture for this entry simply because I can't be arsed finding one and I don't want to put another one up of myself. Not that anyone reads this anyway?

I've drank far too much alcohol this week so I'm going to try and not go out this week, no matter how much I'm asked.. I'll let you know how that goes. I'm not very confident about it.

Anyway, that's not the reason I wanted to write this; lately I've been having a good time but occasionally when I see things written by someone it's been getting me down. It's not like it's been written to me, or about me, or with any intention to hurt me. I wasn't even in mind when it was written I can tell you that for a fact. It's just that they are keeping bonds with the people I miss and it gets me down. Whenever I see people, I'm either too shy to say anything or too drunk to not manage avoiding making a complete wanker out of myself. Maybe I'm just holding onto the past too much and being ridiculously sentimental? Who knows?

Ps. I've done no college work over the weeks holidays I had and I really need to learn to save money instead of impulsively buying things whenever I have a little bit of cash in my wallet.

I'm away to watch True Blood online now, night

- xo -

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